Um Mane Padme Hum

Sien Chik, Poh-Pi Lu Peng An.

I am Sorry not to be there with you

Last nite, I got a missed call from papa. Then I saw the sms...

Sien chik (papa's youngest brother) passed away suddenly after he fell in the bathroom. It make me think twice, why I ignore him all these while, why dont i talk to him more than I should..... he spent 2 days to build that little hut for me, before my wedding as present. Altho the hut cant be taken away, but he built it himself using bamboo. he has no money but never fail to give me angpow every year during CNY until i am married. but i never give him back.

I am sorry I am not there for you when u needed us the most. I am sorry I am not able to be at your funeral tomorrow. I am sorry.

May you rest in peace sien chik... amitabha.

Make me think that my only wish now is I can go back to AS for long long long time... and be with family.

Mixed Feelings

I am now filled with lots of feelings.
Happy - to see my dearest JJ has grown up... see his naughty faces..

Sad - to hear the news of JJ's cousin

Sad - to think of papa alone in Asetar, without us

Sien - with workload and some people who are kiasu, kiasi

Angry - ppl never respect us, and I have to accomodate to your command? Who do u think you are ? Do you know what is privacy? What is respect? What make you think you are above me? Stupid

Happy - going to see SY and shopping this friday with 7ee!

So now I am going to focus on my JJ and shopping shopping shopping! Life will be great then.

My dearest precious

Here are my two little precious. My dearest babies niece and my dearest son JJ. Today for the first time, I went to her kindergarden, she hugged me - so cute!!

Has been such a long time I never updated this blog - from the moment I discovered I am pregnant and now baby JJ is 6 months + already.. hehehe... I LOVE YOU!

Due in 6 days

This is the first year i am not celebrating CNY in Asetar. This is for baby, who will due in 6 days...

next month

Wow, it has been ages since I last update my own blog. Thanks to blocking this url in the company and also the lazy me to bring back my laptop.

I have 1 more month to go...before the BIG BIG BIG DATE. Ok, if you dont know yet, I am now 8 months + pregnant with my 1st baby. It sounds scary to me too...I dont know what to expect and scared of what I know I should expect!

I am very happy with my job now - its ok to block blogspot.com... I am very happy although I just finish working minutes ago. Its fine, satisfaction that counts!

Update

I just came back from having a fun watching Sex and The City with Lydia at Sunway Pyramid. Its a good catch up after so long.

Live has changed now for now I am working in another company after 3 months and I am quite happy about it. Looks like it is a place for the next few years for me again.

I will post another news which I have been keeping sometime much later...guess its not the time yet.